I'm learning your habits
You do this one thing
where your heart just turns solid
your eyes remain green
Some hearts are aces
some hearts are queens
The most special of cases
your heart is concrete

It's too heavy for me

I get home from work
loosen my tie
If that doesn't cheer me up
I pick up a blunt
You are such a joke
I laugh 'till I cry
I think I'm gonna choke
I heard you got a new guy

You don't deserve someone like me, Babe
you can sew what the fuck you reap, whoa
You don't deserve someone like me, whoa
you can sew what the fuck you reap

(How could I blame you just for doin your thing
And you know It's Cuffing Season you just wanted the ring
so you pulled yourself a KD chose the winningest team
and you know you don't have time to just be waiting on me
I do the dumbest shit just to make you laugh
Bend backwards 'till I break my back
your new boyfriend would never do that
'cause he's a Real motherfucker)

But, at least he had the balls to tell ya
how he felt about you
How he saw what he wanted
in fifty other women
but decided that he had to have ya

I think that you're perfect
You won't hear that from Me
I'm bundles of nerves
I'm dead-at-the-scene
Stick a fork in my chest
take whatever you need
When you're done, you can leave
You'll do it with ease

(Look)
I drop rhymes/if you look closely
I barely open my mouth/ that's right, I spit lowkey
Tried to take over my home/ failed, call me Loki
want growth/ better open up a CD
'cause I'm not really that cool
I still get nervous when I see you
Say it's not that deep? (too deep)
Girl, it's a damn pool (six feet)
and I know you're a handful
you stay high like sped-up samples
break fast like scramble
I need to drop back like Cunningham, Randall

How could I blame you just for doin your thing
And you know It's Cuffing Season you just wanted the ring
so you pulled yourself a KD chose the winningest team
and you know you don't have time to just be waiting on me

(You don't deserve someone like me, Babe
You can sew what the fuck you reap, whoa
You don't deserve someone like me, whoa
You can sew what the fuck you reap)

I hope you like your newfound happiness
and I have tried to wish you the best
but I have had a void since you have left
and I have filled it with this bitterness

(I hope it goes down in flames)

You relinquish your stance
between me and the sun
I'm gasping for air
since you filled up my lungs
as you step back
your shadow will grow
and soon it will cover
whatever i know
whatever I think
whoever i am
none of it matters
when obscured by your hand
Amelia XO, don't cancel your plans
just send me a text
or a call when you land
Amelia XO